une vie propre

Umm... Okay. I think I forgot to make a resolution for the year 2005. I know that it's more than a half way to the end of 2005, but I don't think there's such a thing as too late. And anyway, it's not like until 3 months more that we'll see the end of 2005.

So, I am going to make an honest resolution. Or maybe a few honest resolutions. Afterall, this life is about promises, right? Here goes.

1. Start wearing braces again. I've really ugly set of teeth
2. Control my spending. I just bought a USD 90 Esprit jacket and I'm gonna spend another USD 215 for that goddamn Dior Flight bracelet. Okay, so that's for next month... But that's it. As for ties, I'm going to borrow Dad's.
3. Never be afraid to ask or learn new and cool stuffs. Like Photoshop or photography. Photography turns out to be so cool. I mean, really... It's just so cool.
4. Believe in love. The last one is just the hardest.

Well, anyway...

"Everytime"
-performed by Janet Jackson

I'm afraid I'm starting to feel
What I said I would not do
The last time really hurt me
I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause everytime I fall in love
It seems to never last

But every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause everytime I see your face
My heart does begin to race every time

One half want me to go
Other half wants me to stay
I just get so all confused
I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause every time I fall in love
It seems to never last

But every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause every time...
My heart does begin to race every time

I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause every time I fall in love
It seems to never last

Every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause every time I see your face
My heart does begin to race every time

Every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause every time I see your face
Could it be that this will be the one that lasts

The fear does start to erase every time
Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts

For all my times
For all my times